Hello everyone!
In today's blog i want to talk about the ugly truth of my career
Well i'm currently studying Visual arts, i'm in my fourth semester which means i'm in the second half of my second year, and it's not like everyone thinks it is. I mean i love my career but there is some things that i didn't think i would experienced during my time in the school.
I remember my firts bad experience like a lock in my memory, it felt like a depressive episode during my first year in college, you know how everyone say that the first year is the hardest one, well is completely true. I had a really hard time focusing and getting my homework done, i was stressed all the time because i couldn't produce any art pieces at all, i couln't even draw at the time. I remember those weeks like a blackout now, so yeah it was pretty hard to get along with every assignment and every subject during that time.
After my first year i remember beeing witness of other bad experiences, like this one time when a classmate was presenting her drawings of the week like everyone else before her and the teacher interrupts her, none of us could imagine what he was about to say.
"I don't want to be rude but i wanted to ask you, Why are you in this career?"
Like saying she shouln't be there, it was a very mean thing to say to her, i mean, i felt so bad because her work was so interesting and the professor just say that to her like it was nothing and in a very passive-aggressive tone too, it was a shocking moment for me because i used to like that teacher a lot.
But well, after that first year of college i've been trying to carry more about my body and my sleep so i don't get an episode of block like that anymore, i tried to sleep my 8 hours, i fail a lot but i don't let that to keep me away from my plan of taking good care of myself. This kind of routine helps a lot at the end of semester when i'm stressed doing homework and producing my final pieces to present in classes.
Remember that the first thing is always take care of yourself
